Sometime life takes such twists n turns without prior warning tht u sit down n wonder did u really mean to do this, was this really the right thing, wat will be the outcome, how will ppl react, wat have u done to deserve this, etc etc... I'm also surrounded by such questions nowadays.

Yes u can say i'm an emotional fool, though ppl think i'm very practical. But i just cant see ppl arnd me, splly frnds, hurt bcoz of me and that too when i hadn't meant to do it at all. I have been upset to such an extent that i'm avoiding my frnds for the past 10 days now (something i have never done in my entire life), but trust me fear of losing thm made me do this. I can tolerate their anger but losing some of the most precious ppl in my life, no way. I could have stopped this from happening in the very beginning but as my intuition is very bad, i thought everything will go well n everyone will understand, but i guess i failed to understand human nature. Now i have to start mending things, but i breakdown every time i even think of wat a blunder i have been a part of. I wonder how will i face everyone tomorrow :( .

I had grown completely restless today n I decided to get the guilt out somewhere n no better place than blogger... Yes u wud say "cry to ur best frnds then", but the problem is they also support me and they don't know how much trauma i'm going thru seeing my other frnds hurt...

I cant believe it i'm ignoring ppl...
God help me plz...